happy Monday!

well folks, had an interesting weekend to say the least. without divulging (SP?) too much information, lets just say i had some late night/early morning drives to pick up my fiance. i went and watched Chris Tomlin band Sat night at six flags with Melanie and the girls. We had fun being together and worshipping our Lord! Got to go backstage and meet Chris, more importantly to me I got to say hi to Jesse, an old chum from high school/church days. i was honestly a little disappointed with our encounter. we were very close "back then", but i realize now that some friendships aren't meant to be long time stuff. i know he recognized me when he saw me but I'm pretty sure he didn't remember my name...got to chat for like 5 minutes to find out he and his wife have 2 girls (i knew about) and then had twin boys! very cool. i had lots of questions for him about what's going on in his life that i wanted to ask after the concert....in fact we didn't get to talk afterward! there were so many ppl backstage, and then the security guy pretty much had everyone leave (if they weren't "parked back here"). most important of course was the fact that we had a good time of worship together! today is the first day I'm starting to count "the days" until my wedding!! 12 more days! woo hooo! I'm so very excited. yesterday was an emotional day for me. i love Jon so much. i cry because of it--something maybe only girls understand--like you can't contain your happiness and the tears are the only way of expressing how you feel. i love to be held in his arms and i feel so secure and safe with him. i know he would do anything to protect me from harm, and he sticks up for me when i get hurt emotionally. he is my #1 best friend and I'm so thankful that i was chosen to be his wife!